Love like a hurricane

As you do not know the path of the wind, or how the body is formed in a mother's womb, so you cannot understand the work of God the Maker of all things. Ecclesiastes 11:5

 

I don't understand His ways. I have been dreading today. The luggage is packed to head for the hospital and I don't want to go. I keep telling myself what I told myself in April and what I told Ben the day he buried his wife and daughter. Today is necessary and that doesn't make this any less painful. It's necessary to remove Gracia from my womb. It's necessary to grieve. It's necessary to bury her. But it's still very painful. But it's something that the Lord has asked me to walk through. And because I believe that I know that He will be walking with me. Sweetly guiding me, using His people to pray for me, encourage me and cry with me.

I was encouraged to read Psalm 40 three times and today I finally did just that. A chapter of deliverance. The Lord delivering me and giving me His mercy and His truth and His love to protect me (vs11). I read of His deliverance the day I begin laboring for Gracia.

Psalm 40:3
He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see and fear and put their trust in the Lord.

Amen! I hope many will see and fear and put their trust in the Lord. It's easy to give others credit instead of giving credit to God.  It's how we make sense of things when we don't know God.  We create an answer that seems to fit and makes us comfortable. He is the Maker of all things (Ecc. 11:5) All things.  Today I ask God to reveal truth to each of you that read my blog. May you hear His voice. May you respond to Him calling for you. He is jealous for you and He desires you.